NO TITTLE

   Errhmm..
   Just finish yumchar with a gang with 4 crazy people..Thats all my hometown friend who i know since 10 year somemore ago..We aren't that kind of seldom hang out,but it is full with laughing and funny and happy somemore every time we meet..We alway laugh untill getting cramp just becuz a lame topics...buahahhaa..I really super super like this feeling,and everytime after i hang out or gathering with them,i can almost forget all the bad temper,unhappy...

     
    2 week after,its is already Chinese New Year..I still no yet prepare all my stuff such clothes,skin care, accessories and somemore..shittt man...I should go to purchase all this thing as fast as posible..But i HAVE NO money...!!!! Fu*kkkkkk.....
  
    I gonna go to watch movie a while before bedtime..Be Right Back..


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Hmmmm..

  Its quite bored all day in my life..Dont even know why my life can be too too boring and super simple just like a shit..HATE IT..
  Still in E.M.O..thats why SPEECHLESS..
                  
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E.M.O

Going Sg.Wang again today..


Is the 2nd time for this week..


Cuz feel too boring and lonely...


Feel that im became alone again...


What the fu*king E-M-O...


Home sick-ing now..


Just feel wanna back home..


Empty pen again..

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Happy those day...^^

   ♥♥Allow me using chinese for this post..

   ♥♥这些日子都是快乐的..

21/1
   是我们家蔚裕的生日..给了个不是很惊喜的惊喜她..原来大家都是演技派..原来大家都爱交换是非..虽然说那晚不是很多人一起庆祝,不过那是快乐的..虽然大家都爱你亏我，我亏你..不过那是有趣的..虽然大家不停斗嘴..不过那是温馨的..往后的日子里虽然未必有更多的时间去相处,小小的回忆是已经足够的..


22/1
   是我家嘉欣的结婚前夕..那天晚上大家都很给面子的到她家坐坐,吃吃自由餐的..因为我们自以为还早,所以去到时是没有吃的份了..唯有吃吃剩下的,谈谈天..最后,达到共识去附近吃个不是很好吃的火锅..一边吃一边谈着明天的大计..没错,我们就是所谓的姐妹团..完成我该完成的任务时已经将近三点了,是凌晨没错..


23/1
   睡了将近三小时,就起了床整理我那不该出现在世上的仪容..不出多久就出发到新娘家了..后来,新郎也到来接新娘..用尽力气与声音来控制那群不受控制的所谓帅哥..到最后，七个人的姐妹团只不过值那区区的八十零吉..你奶奶的..说说晚上宴会,那个时候是快乐的..不停拍照,不停玩笑..到后来,莫名的失落感出现了..尤其听见嘉欣说的一句话:我舍不得你们..就在我们要离开时..虽然说见面机会多得很，可是这句话当中的意义是截然有意思的..心里很想说出但最后还是吞下肚子了:我也很舍不得你...原本在一个月前,大家都还在感叹还要等整个月才到那天..这时说那时快,眨个眼就过去了..我真的很想继续留在当下那一刻...可是必须面对不可能这个事实..


   话说我真的很不喜欢这种日闹以后的失落感..就像新年一样,等个三百六十几天,就为了等这一天..可是时间却残酷的要命,过得也更快得要命..blaa一声,过了..又开始恢复等待的状态...


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ARGHH...

    hmmm...dammn down now...
  
    I did something wrong last night,is quite a big big fault..Make me insomnia nia..The frames appear non stopping while i closed my eye..i asked myself,y can be so careless..?! I think i wont forgot it whole my life..

                                  

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    3 days to go my hometown friend will getting marry..Im so awaiting this happiness moment coming..Its the time for us to gathering..For this wedding,i went to shopping non stop..Monday before i go Times Square,i tried almost 10 clothes in Nichii and Kitschen.But NO ONE is suitable and good looking while wearing on my body..I think i should diet diet n diet as soon as posible..I wanna kill my self when i looked my self front of the mirror.. That day,i back with nothing..SO,i go there the next day..I bought 2 dress in SODA and KITSCHEN at last..Even tired but happy and also enjoy..

                                 

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     Tonight i have to go to a birthday party at Hulu Langgat Look Out Point,it is my classmate birthday..Actually i've no mood to go after the cases last night..Since some one invite me,then i have to go..

                                 

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     It is getting the second week for this last sems..All of the classmate busy for preparing their last assignment..But im not..sigh..I suppose to planning all the story script and the other now,but i have no mood to do it..I already have a song selected,just havent a good and touching story yet..I plan to done it after Chinese New Year..ngek ngek ngekkk.. 

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     Me is now doing nothing in front my lappie.Last time we r too crazy after school,such we likes to go yumchar,go lepak at Ginnie's home playing Kimchii(a poodle dog).But now can't see at all.We alway dismiss after school,mayb they have their own way to go,but me..going back home..My godness.I think i will being crazy with this kind life style.


     I really hope can move out from this house as fast as posible.It is quite tak tahan with a man and a women who live with me.I really feel super f*cking hate them.The 2 f*cking people likes to pretending front of me.Bastard bitch..Both of ur pls stop to do those all childish thing.. If Ling u see my blog,i just can say sorry to u..but i just want to splash out all my feeling in my blog.. 
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   Chinese New Year is near in the corner. Im not too like this big day in fact..I dont like the feel deserted after lively..They just came and went even at the moment is cheery mayb..


    I think i m not the one expert in blogging,cuz im alway empty pen..Sometime i really want to update my post but i m nothing to write..sobs...But i won't give up at all,i'll try to update it often..

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simple NONSENSE

    It is the 1st day i going to restart my skull after 1 month vacation..I really feel super super upset..From now on,i m getting in the last two sems and next sems i gonna to go somewhere to intern..


    Almost 2 year ady i stay in this skull..Actually i'm not too pleased with the eviroment here,but i can say Hanxin is the warmest coll in Malaysia..Even sometime,some of my friend like to disparage my coll cuz still using chinese in teaching..BUT,i dont thing it is a big problem and big ashame,swt..i proud of my coll..i swear to prove u guyz when the days coming..


    Talking back about today..Si Hui ask me and GM to go sing k..i really hope to go and standby myself to go..After call-in to asking about the rate,some of them change their idea..they rather go back hostel to watch movie...such a pot of ice water driping me and Si Hui..We are realy hope and await to go sing de...Sometime i will think,is it realy hard to getting a consensus..? Hope can go tomorrow larr,buddies..
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